waiting reaps...

A love that not my heart can keep. This is the greatest news of all. I've met a boy that is stealing my heart. I've yet to tell much of anyone. Yet, I am posting it here for anyone to see.

...believing that waiting will one day reap

a love that not my heart can keep...

Once I finally found my heart to be content, I found myself being less and less like a fetter. Which, is a great feeling after having been held so close for so long. I have long awaited the heart for my heart.

carbon copy

I read a quote from some Banksy art work last night. I can't remember who said it, but it went like this: "one unique idea is worth a thousand mindless quotations" That really got me to thinking.. I even set it as a favorite quote on facebook. but, as I thought it was true, I also thought about Ecclesiastes and how it says that there is "nothing new under the sun". As I was thinking, I began to think more along the lines of people and uniqueness. Lately I've been hearing that I am special, unique, different, talented, and intriguing. These are all things everyone wants to hear. But... What I want you to hear today is this: one unique individual is worth more than a thousand carbon copies.Yes, I coined this phrase, or paraphrased the quote from the Banksy piece. But I just thought that it rang more true than the original quote. While there may be no "new" ideas, no two are alike unless they make themselves like another. So, be you.Be happy with you.You were created unique to be unique.

wiiings!

I'm a buffalo wild wings. And I'm just feelig both so up and also so down. I'm hoping these wings will get me in a better mood. Maybe it's my glucose level? Hmm... I suppose i will find out soon!

New Band

So, I'm exited! My friends Nate and Isaac have moved in together. And, we are starting a band. I'm excited about having people to write with on a regular basis. I'm so excited that I've written 3 almost complete pieces of lyrics in te past few hours. Lol I love music :)

Insomnia strikes back

So, it has been forever. I apologize deeply for this. I have been up and down and in between. Life has made turns good and bad. The most exciting news I have to report is that I played my first solo show recently! I was so nervous, for 2 whole days before the show! It was some guy's going away party and they wanted live music. A guy asked me to come play so I was just like.. alrighty then. Let's do this!

So, I played my show :)

I was so proud of myself for not backing down from the fear that wanted to creep on stage with me. I just got up there, played my set, and they asked for another song! So, I played one more song.. The band asked me to play with them again some time. I think I will :)

I've also been having some problems with insomnia again.. as you can see. I went through the stages of wanting someone to love then to feeling completely independent and not wanting anyone around at all.. It's difficult to find that medium of interdependence. Anyways, I guess I am going to try to keep this up again. I am feeling like I need to vent.

Thanks for listening..