impact

Something has happened to me that has never happened to me before. Death. No, not my death. Might as well be though.. My ex boyfriend died in a car accident. October 9, 2010. Strangely enough, I still haven't quite dealt with the grief. I had never experienced a death of someone close to me, so I didn't know what to expect of my feelings. A good friend of mine just recently lost their best friend. So, now, I have someone who can relate. It's such a sad thing. It really put life in to perspective for me... or maybe it just screwed it up. I don't really know for sure, but I do know that life here is short. It's even shorter if we don't care.