Bruised Knees

I prayed for a long time today. I am being severely torn down. So much that it has made me just want to quit. But I've never finished anything in my life it seems. Except that baconater from Wendys the other day. *puke face* Though I am treated unfairly and poorly in my current situation, I have decide that I am going to push through, instead of running away. ... Like I usually do. So, in order for me to get through this, I know I need Gods help, in a huge way. It is out of my human nature to want to persevere such suffering. Yet, today I havedecidedto consider it joy! I am on my knees, literally, every day forward. I once met a man whose knees were black and permanently bruised from kneeling in prayer. What a testimony.